today just felt like shit day.
who am I kidding?
why bother making such big lies just to prove to others that you have friends
when you actually don't have any?
I thought I have friends?
NOT when I needed one.
once alone, always alone.
do I have any choice?
NO!
do I seem like I have a choice?
NO!
do I seem to be a person who always likes to be alone?
if so, then you got it wrong.
I'd always hope to have real friends, always.
but,
once alone, forever alone.
hate this!
