Stuck in your own crazy world.

Stuck in your own crazy world.

Sunday 4 May 2014

可以吗?

这些


或许


是自己想太多。


或许


是自己过度敏感


在多余地让自己想太多。


当你跟好朋友相聚


同时也在相聚当中


正面对着喜欢/爱上的人混在一起时


是个生理与心理的极大挑战。


还想要称赞自己


多么的擅长把情绪收得那么好


不给一丝的机会


把自己的真情绪透漏在外表上呢,


但那心里的痛


还是存在的


还是会隐隐作痛


尤其当你已经知道


他已经有心上人的时候。


可以给我点时间


忘记这一切吗?


或者


可以给我一个理由


忘记她吗?

Saturday 5 April 2014

learning and growing

always challenging myself to venture into something new,
something unfamiliar,
something that I don't do usually,
something unconventional I would say.

been through a lot in these few months.
although didn't do real well in some stuff,
but I'm constantly learning to do better.

being humble
doesn't mean bowing your head down
or submitting to other people's thoughts or opinions,
or even totally taking your whole value down the floor with a slavery mindset.
being humble always comes with humility,
even though when there are clashes of different opinions
yet you're open to other thoughts and opinions
and willing to learn more of it.

always learning,
how to manage things more effectively,
how to handle relationships more better(I'm not referring to just BGR),
how to live a better and wholesome life.

although there are times
where things doesn't go the way you wanted/expected to be,
where there are many setbacks in life,
but always set your eyes open to different perspectives,
hey, maybe you'll see another bright side of things.

it's always been a character-training ground for me,
no matter on-stage or not.
and it is always related with the attitude inside of our own hearts.

joined [The Ultimate Song] on 8TV recently
and this is by far the most happiest competition I've joined so far.
get to learn new stuff, meet new people, train myself in my battleground.
life is good so far, with all the ups-and-downs
despite having a big challenge in juggling between studies and competition,
but I believe it's good for the long run.
it shapes more of my perspective and mindset in handling certain stuff/people/situation.

constantly reminding myself to be humble and learn.
always learning, always do.

Wednesday 29 January 2014

那,孤独的路

“窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你呢”



总觉得
自己的演技非常一流
外表能够让人猜不透自己内心在想啥
怎样猜都猜不到
想说
这都是
小时候所锻炼出来的演技吧

有时候,
不是不想把心里面的悲伤抒发出来
但就算
说了出口并填补不了
心里的空虚

所以
只好留给自己
就算每人知
也没关系。

不是自己喜欢孤独才搞自闭
只是因为
每个人都有自己的人群朋友
自己的生活圈子
也没义务要把我放进他们圈子里
你以为我不想参人吗?!
他们没要我参进去的意思的话
那又怎么说?!

反正
也习惯了
一个人走
[那,孤独的路]
小时候也这样,
现在
也一样

Friday 10 January 2014

泡沫

有时

当你身心都非常累的时候

你不敢闭上双眼

不管多累

宁可一起疯去哈拉一起过时间

不管多累

都会利用那时间

去陪那在你心里很重要的人

因为害怕

当眼睛闭上了之后

之后再睁开眼睛那一刻

那一瞬间的美丽

就会消失了

之后

也不会再看到那一份美丽

那份回忆

到最后

只是个回忆

心里面的

难过

不舍

说出来

有用吗?

就算来一句

我爱你

有用吗?

然后

坐在车里回家时

都开始想念了

回到家时

情绪就自动一百八十度大转变

唯有的

只有眼泪

在陪你



可能

这会是最后一次

可能

之后也不会再相遇了

我们的旅程

路走得不一样

可能

我们彼此

都只是彼此的过客


谢谢你

这几个月里

给我一个美好的回忆

跟你在一起混时

是很开心很开心的

也谢谢你

当时对我的坦诚

或许

我不是“对的人”吧

也符合不了

你心里的那个“对的人”的位置吧



从此

一个男子

爱上一个女孩的故事

就这样

曲终人散吧

再见,再也不见

Saturday 21 December 2013

灵魂咖啡馆


今晚看了一个小品,

[灵魂咖啡馆]

说着几个来自不同背景的人,

都背带着不一样的梦想。

非常有趣!

搞笑同时具有深深含义的一部小品

也之后让我沉思,

这一年

这么难过的一年

都过了




[ 梦想 ]


真的。。还在吗?

Thursday 12 December 2013

after-rain night


在那夕阳下,
I'll be waiting for you.

I know this might sound stupid and foolish,
maybe you don't hear it
but,



I'm waiting for you.
yes, you.

Thursday 5 December 2013

Paperman

if only every love story is like Paperman's,
how cool it would be...
however, fantasy vs. reality.
it'll never happen, not even once!

there are times where I really think whether or not should I say it out...
once things are said out, there's no turning back...
and we might need to face any possible outcome out of it...
when it's related to BGR...
well, we need to think of the worst-case scenario first...
the person would highly likely reject you
(as if it's your first time been rejected, like duh)
why do I even have to mind this?
don't mind me babbling about bullshit.
having affection on someone is really a pain in the ass.
giving ourselves so many unnecessary emotions to take care of.
ARGH! WHY!!!!

how I wish I have no emotions at all,
won't have affection on anyone at all...
most importantly...
won't.....get hurt anymore...

Falling in love with someone really does make a lotta emotional roller-coaster ride ARGH!
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