learning heart.

I know you told me to rest at home.
I'm quite stubborn in a way.
although I know I get sick since 2 days ago,
and my voice is totally not in 100% condition.
in other words, my condition doesn't really allow me to go for performances.
but I still wanna choose to perform.
why?
simple.
I just wanna practice myself.
to use every single opportunity on stage as a practice for me,
in order to achieve something greater on bigger stages.
nothing comes easy.
even the sickness.
it gave me a hard time.
but I believed I will overcome it.
and so I take that step of faith to go along and perform at Bentong.
once I reach Bentong this evening,
gosh, it gave me a lot of memories flashbacks.
thought back of joining singing competitions at LD few years back.
those feelings are so familiar, yet so close to me.
and those contestants that's competing there,
well, I've been through what they went through just now. haha!
and for such place, fresh talents.
they're good. seriously.
I have some stuff that I should learn from them as well.
you know la, being a champ doesn't mean I really OWN,
it just simply means I have another great journey of experience to go through ahead of me.
I'm still learning, always, with that heart, in the things I love to do.
thanks to my stubbornness to go to perform with a BAD condition today, I finally 破音 on the last part of my last song.
but am glad the audience liked it. haha!

lessons learnt: go on stage with a 100% condition.

I got that.
and I wont stop learning and taking chances.
I know eventually, things will become better and better for me.