hey you......NOTHING!

yeah, Friday is Peilin's birthday.

which is the day after I got my results.
at first my day wasn't that good.

well, just because of my results.
but I just leave that behind me.
so, I didn't mind about it anymore.
wasn't suppose to have class on friday.
replacement lecture and tutorial class, what to do.
went to celebrate her birthday after tutorial class ends.

went to Pat Kin Pat San.
a lotta chit-chats, a lot of laughter, a lot of fun hanging out together.

and yes, am glad to have that hangout moment with them.
I wouldn't know that we're be able to be good friends.
we're just hi-bye friends at the beginning.
well, I guess, this is a part of God's plan.
to actually get to know such joker friend. XD

Happy Birthday Pei Lin.

be strong no matter what hardships you're facing.

most importantly, be happy.
though time is short, and I'm not able to hangout with you anymore next time,

I hope you wont be mad about this, since you know that I'm leaving soon.
but don't forget that I'm always there when you need me, aites?
well, enough of the sentimental stuff already.

gtg now. haha!

oh yeah, 1 more thing.

Pei Lin..................NOTHING! XD (our lame joke)

had a great time with these jokers. still, Happy Birthday, Pei Lin. :)

hey Pei Lin............NOTHING! XD

and the whistle blows..........

*peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!*


Game over!
yes, it's over.
"Fail" in a subject for the first time.
thought can have this winning streak longer until I graduate.
didn't know that I'll fail this real bad.
but I won't give up.
Never!

*faint*

I got woke up by a phone call in the morning,
getting to know that I screw things up.
and there goes my morning.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :(

1213am

feeling like wanna update my blog for a while.

right! here goes!

get to perform in Olivia Ong's "Are You Ready For Love?" concert as her guest performer last Saturday @ PGRM Cheras.
such an honor and privilege to be able to perform for a popular singer.
she's very thin in body size, moderate height, but yet she looks so sweet.
still, her voice was the attracting part of all.

mixed feeling deep inside me when performing on stage, but yet enjoying it most of the time. :)

the concert was awesome itself cause she's performing with her band.
they bring their own sound equipment all the way from Taiwan. :O
also get to meet 王治平, a very popular music producer from Taiwan.
he's the one who's in charge of bringing the whole team from Taiwan including Olivia's band, sound equipment, etc etc etc.

sadly can't take picture with him. :/ he's a very tall guy though, taller than me.
get to see a lot of stuff through that day's concert.
the thing that touches my heart on that day's concert is, to see Olivia's band members all join faith and prayed together before they perform. (OMG we have the same faith. :D )

it's really amazing that all of the band members are Christians and what moves me deep inside is to be able to see them joining faith and pray together at the back stage before their performance.
yet, I joined faith and prayed for that concert itself would be a success, and most important thing is that His name be glorified no matter what the outcome is! Amen!
Praise The Lord that it's a FULLHOUSE on that concert and the fans are passionate.
thank You for Your grace, Lord. :)
after that, went on for a press conference at the hotel at Times Square after the concert.
and then , we went on to take supper with Olivia and her whole gang from Taiwan.
get to seat at the same table with her, yet confronting her OMG.

I don't know what to do that time and quite paiseh on that moment, but it's good.
hope to see her again in the future, and yes, all the best in your singing career, Olivia! :)

Virus and me: guest performer of the night. after we performed. :)


like this pic! credits to the person who take this pic! :)

both of us on duet: way back into love. :)

and now, the show begins! :D

Olivia Ong on guitar with her whole band. the crowd went high.

and yes, Valentines Day.
my feeling about Valentines Day, "NOTHING SPECIAL".
it's just an ordinary day as the usual days.

class goes on as usual.

randomly go to sing k with a bunch of jokers today.(with a bad throat condition)
not really in a singing mood today, but just to enjoy the moment with them as much as I can....
.....before I don't have the chance to do so already.
time flies in a blink of an eye.
all of a sudden it's already February.
which means I have a lot of stuff to prepare on this period of time, by all means before I leave.
cherish everything, before there's nothing for you to cherish anymore.

tick, tock, tick, tock

"time's ticking,
clock's running,
moments' bypassing."



Pictures of people at my surrounding keeps on popping out of my head.
The moments I had,
the times I enjoyed,
the happiness I experienced,
the joy and pain that we've been through together.
There'll be times, that we're on different sides, but that doesn't last for long.
All of this can't be complete without you guys who's there to color up my whole college life.
It also means that, all of this, eventually will come to an end.



I don't know about you,
maybe I'm not that important to you guys,
I might just be a by-passer in your lives,
I'm just a SINGER to you guys and nothing more than that.
It doesn't make any difference even if I'm there until the end of the day to graduate with you guys or not,
so even when I leave,
no one might give a damn about it,
no one might even look back and say, "hey, where is he?"
at the end of the day, he's just a nobody in their lives all the while.
Face it, people come and go all the time.
best friends today can turn out to be hi-bye friends in the next second.
Things eventually will change by the time comes.
People might just be busy pursuing what they want,
but tend to miss the things that's so small but yet creates sparkling moments in their lives.
These "small things" are the things that colored-up people's lives,
to make a difference out of people's lives,
to tell the person, "hey, look! I'm always here if you need me aites?"



For those of you who treated me more than a so-called SINGER, 
I just wanna say,
"thank you, for this fella who's writing a lot of nonsense here, sees that there are people in his life who he can really call, A FRIEND."
"thank you, for making this guy's life more joyful with you bunch of jokers around!"
"thank you, for being there for me in times I'm down and short of hands."



Thanks for everything, my heart and support will always be with you DBC peeps. :)

Last but not least, this song's for everyone of you.
Hope you guys get to know the meaning of this song.
I'm surely gonna miss you guys.
今天以后没有我你会不会还寂寞？
当你们需要我的时候，我会一直默默地在你们的身边。
我，还是会很想你们。:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=eGNqW9sybyU

cried in front of a mirror before? I do.

Mirrors are always an honest object.

why so?

it reflects our physical selves, including our true selves.

what I mean by "our true selves" here is the one that is deep inside of us,

that one true form of us.

we can be happy, active and strong on the outside.

even when things doesn't seem to go well one day,

we can still put that big smile on our face and keep on pretending that we're happy

or even putting that mask on and deep inside believe that the next day will be better.

but one who haven't solve that issue of heart REMAINS in the heart.

ever tried CRYING after you look at yourself for a few moments at the mirror? I do.

I may look happy or fine on the outside, but actually I'm not.

I may look active on the outside, but actually I'm not that active.

I may look strong on the outside, but I just came to realize,

that I'm actually weak!

I HATE my fat self! I HATE myself for being weak!

nobody likes someone who is weak.

I just wanna find someone to talk with sometimes, but I don't know how to start and even who to trust with.

I'm shouting in pain deep inside, but I'm just too good in hiding it on the outside.

I. WANT. A. CHANGE.

tougher, stronger, harder challenges to come.

never been updating my blog for a period of time.
there's too many stuff going on for this past 1 month plus.
okay, recall session.

last month, I unexpectedly won a NATIONWIDE singing competition which makes me go OMG.
I didn't know how did I actually did it.
I just know on that moment I seek for something more than the winning.
putting God's Kingdom first and treat Him as the audience of One.
(Matthew 6:33 is A-WE-SOME man!!!!! :D)
an international stage that popular artists step on yet I don't feel the tension whatsoever.
instead, I feel honored and it's my privilege to actually able to make it until this stage in my life.
I can't do it by my own strength and I acknowledged that.
at first, didn't know I got chosen out of the blue from 翻身赛 and end up winning it.
not that I'm bragging or something, instead I'm deep full of thankfulness in me.
thanks for everyone who's been there, or not been there, or wanting to watch it on tv(some people did say so, and I'm like lol.) to support me,
and for people who prayed for me, THANK YOU.
God brings me out of the ashes and rise up again.
thank You, Daddy J! :) <3

after the competition, I'm packed with 6 performance this months.
3 of it is from my church and the other 3 are also BIG ones.
many many songs to memorize and to get ready with.
plus exam's coming REAL SOON and I haven't even started my revision. ><
it's gonna be a fun-filled-adventurous month.
though it's quite a tough month, but I choose to look in the unseen realm and also with a positive mindset.
I can do anything through Christ who strengthen me. :)
YES and AMEN!